haiz... no mood no mood

T.T my dad n mom always dou scold me d.... gf yau always say " wan break? n no mood n sad " she yau always dou dont believe me d i say i really love she 1 only... she yau dont believe always say i go find other girl chat.... she always dou wan me zou she d T.T y she wan always say "no mood " n "sad " leh~ i really duno y lor... always ask she, she oso say dont tell u~ haiz.... i really duno wat should i do ?? i can do d dou do 4 she le... i am very tired n sick aleady.. i wan die... only die no ned think such of thing... wan hw to die lea?? anyone can teach me??